Sorry!

So sorry that I haven’t posted in 5 days?!? Only 5 days. Nothings been coming to my head to post about recently, so I couldn’t be bothered posting. Why post about nothing really?

Just wanted to let everyone know. And at school, things have been happening, but I don’t think anyone wants to hear about school. I’m sure you’re all getting tired of reading about school.

But in other words, I’m spending more time with you-know-who. No not Fiona. Besides, yesterday was just left without Esteban, or who I like to call, Bunny (: . So it was just us two alone. At the pool, I even decided to sit with her. Also during maths, she sat next to me, but only because she had to, not by choice, but she seemed fine with it. We did afterall, go into a proper conversation this time And I had been curious about this for a while so I asked her, “What made you want to come to squad?”, and she just replies “Because I like/enjoy swimming” and she smiled. Then I just said “Then thats one thing we have in common” and we both smiled.

P.S This happened on Monday.  I had my alone time with her And just letting you on in a little secret, I was thinking of kissing her, which would have been a stupid move, so I didn’t. Because I wouldn’t let my old feelings for her, take over my current feelings for her. Close friends  we are.

We spend more time together now, we’re even closer than we’ve ever been in a long time too, and we always walk together anyway. At school during class, recess and lunch sometimes, and after school during squad training.

I hope to get back tomorrow with some interesting things to say. But right now I’m just fresh out.

I promise I’ll post tomorrow.

meep.

Gotta re-post this again, because it didn’t save properly (this post), so I’m annoyed. :/ Apparently, I was signed out of wordpress automatically for no absolute reason.

It appears I didn’t post yesterday.

If anybody remembers the “new girl’s” name is Fiona Tran, and that she’s in year 8. How on earth could she be 15 then?!?! It sent shivers through my body for some reason. Perhaps she had to repeat year 8, or so I was told so.

Alright onto a different topic.

During music we had a new song choice to play today. It was a choice of  either Seven Nation Army or a song from Nickelback (I can’t remember the song name). We had called dibs on All the Small Things by Blink 182 but a different class had already chosen it, so that was off our list. Nickelback sounded good, but not much people quite liked the genre, so it’s a more possible chance of us ending  up with Seven Nation Army. Everyone was yelling out random song choices and bands such as Simple Plan (What I wanted ’cause of the lead guitar part), Blink 182 etc. Somebody even called out Linkin Park, which would have been a good choice, because it’s an old favourite band of mine and then somebody finally yelled out Viva La Vida by Coldplay which wasn’t a bad idea, but due to all that calling out and yelling, the teacher would be choosing the songs that were availble. Out of all the choices, Seven Nation Army and Nickelback were the only good choices. So there you have it.

Also, I will not post about you-know-who anymore (if you think you-know-who is Fiona then you’re wrong), not permenantly, just rarely anymore, unless something interesting happens which includes the two of us only, and today something like that did happen. She asked “Wanna walk today?” enthusiastically. So why not say yes. It could be a while before she asks to walk together again anyway. But I always end up walking with her anyway accompanied by Esteban even when nobody asked to walk with anybody. 3 friends (possibly a couple and a friend) walking together. By the way I know why she rarely asks to walk with me, because she has someone else to walk with (her friend from sport (extension)). We had a small conversation all three of us. There were the things I wanted to ask and talk about which I forgot all the other times when only the two of use walked that I asked today gone out the way, and then there are the things I had to ask her which I keep forgetting that are very important. Either way, I still had a good time.

By the way, I’m enjoying the new Guitar (xD), still no pictures.

I think I’m missing a fair few things, because before it was at least 500 plus words. And this is only four-hundred- something. But no matter, I included the main details.

Whatever (that’s what came to my head)

Right now I really am writing what comes to my head, so if I get random thoughts, then I right it here on this post. And right now, No random thoughts. Maybe. PWNED. Nevermind.

I had an unusually good Sunday. Though the only good part was buying my new Guitar. Now photos. If you want photos you’re gonna have to wait, because I have no camera right now.

An Electric Acoustic guitar, a 20watt Amplifier (which weighs only about 6.6kg), a few cords for the guitar and amp, a guitar case (it was free), 16 new guitar picks (4 of which were free), a guitar capo and a guitar stringer remover (free as well). All for the price of only about $600. Just had to pay for the guitar, amplifier, the capo and the 12 picks and the rest were free. I now have 18 guitar picks The guy that helped out was real nice and he’s a guitar freak like me! He has 25, and I have 2 (xD).

That was my Sunday.

My Monday (Today), I must say, was interesting, and then there were the boring parts. Sport was just random, and a bit of whamming. Bit of soccer and then we played with the giant balls. Which were thrown at my face multiple times, luckily, all misses. Though there were a few direct hits, no worries, my glasses are still fine. They were dangling from my face after I was hit. But whatever.

If anybody recalls, in my last post, I was talking about another girl, and if you remember I knew NOTHING about her. Now I know just a little bit more it’s more than nothing isn’t it? I’ve been walking right past the obvious the whole time! Since the beginning of the year! RIGHT PAST! The school SRC board. Turns out she’s an SRC for her class. I’ve been walking past it the ENTIRE time and not noticing it at all! But it’s so hard to tell. The photo that’s on the SRC board is way different compared to how she looks now. In the photo her hair was a little shorter, I didn’t notice the pony tail. Now it’s a little longer. Her hair is also slightly dyed now, at the beggining of the year it was just pure black . Also, she got new glasses which was one of the obvious. And it’s hard to notice, but her braces got removed. In the photo she has braces and now she doesn’t. Her name? Fiona Tran of the homegroup 8B. As I said, she’s in year 8. If you ask me, the name Fiona just suits her. It matches her.

Also, if anybody recalls at all, the “Specialist Sport Swimming” or simply “Swimming Scholarship”, I made it in. I checked in my application form over a month ago, and it got through. All I just had to was pass an assessment, which turned out to be an interview. I had met the expectations, actually, I passed the expectations. All of them!

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I don’t think I’ve had amazingly fun days to post about like I used to. None of my days are bad though. It’s been a while since I’ve had an interesting day apart from yesterday night to be honest. All my day’s aren’t exactly, “intereting” but they’re not “boring” either.

I can’t be screwed posting everyday now. I’ll just post whenever something comes to my head, such as the dreams post I made on Wednesday. She doesn’t quite hate me but then again, she doesn’t quite like me either. Wonder how some of my old acqaintances are doing. Old friends.

To be honest with you all I have my eyes on another girl, though I don’t quite know her name, home group etc. But still, I see her around school during recess and lunch, before each period (when we’re waiting for class in the year 8’s locker corridore) such as on Thursday morning period 1. And on Fridays I see her around waiting outside the gym ’cause her class has sport as well.  Now I’m starting to seem weird in my oppinion. But still, I see her around the school quite a lot now if you ask me. She’s too old for me (xD) but I aint no stalker. I just happen to see her around through coincidence. No photo. How am I supposed to get a photo of a person I don’t know without taking a sneak shot? But I must tell you, whenever I see her around, I tend to look at her and appear to wonder off into my own little world again. One time she apparently caught me when she turned around. That happened on Wednesday outside at one of the tables outside during recess.

Alrighty, I appear to have found a Facebook group for people that go to my school. Maribyrnong Secondary College. Of course I joined the group. xD. You never know I might be able to meet some friends there (people that go there). I also appear to have found someone who happens to be friends with my sister that went to that school.

This post is pretty short today isn’t it? Like I said, I have my good days and my bad days, and my days where I have no idea what to be declared as, such as today.  I just write whatever comes to my head.

T’was epic!

T’was tonight, the most EPIC night EVER! Or if not EVER then in 2009!!!

The “social night”. Which I didn’t go to obviously. Now I was hyper about it all day really, really, I was. I was jumping up and down, not really, but you get me, I couldn’t stop moving.

I came at the meeting point last, basically I came the latest. They were all waiting for me. Apparently I needed to take a leak. We had a bit of mucking around before we headed to the back gate, that turned out to be LOCKED. Then  we tried the other gate. That one was locked as well. Actually we raced each other around really, before taking the cheap way. Cutting through the tram tracks, and WE DID cut through the tram tracks. It was pretty dark, and we couldn’t see where we were stepping, I thought I was gonna fall into a HOLE. The only thing we could see was the lights of the shopping centre lighting up the dark night sky. Because it was pretty bright. We raced each other there.

As I said before I needed to take a leak. So as soon as we arrived at the top level which was the food court, I ran straight to the toilets. Then we ran down to the arcade. Handed in 10 bucks for 10 bucks in $1 coins. We were bored so we jumped onto the classics like Tekken 5 first. Got PWNED. We spent at least 4-6 bucks on that game. After that, we played some Initial D, which I admit was just EPIC FAIL. But it was funny, kept ramming into the guard rail when changing gear with one hand. I’ll keep that in mind. Driving with one hand is NOT  easy, plus I was hit in the head with a ball when driving so my glasses fell off. Played a couple of rounds with the 2 bucks worth of credit we spent on that game. We switched over a few times, then we played a couple of shooting games, which we Pwned in. About 2 bucks credit got us pretty far into Time Crises 5.  Then we just returned to Tekken 5, it was pwn after pwn after pwn.

THEN we headed to one of the resteraunts on the bottom floor, but it turned out to be closed for a while, the entire area was enclosed in walls far above us, “Nandos Re-opening soon” so our pig-out to chicken idea was a dud. So we headed to the food court on level 3 where we pigged-out big time! We spent 10 bucks on food. Bought a large meal and there we had an eating competition. All three of us, a large meal each. It was close. VERY close. I finished the main 2nd, but still had the side dish to go, I was struggling, but stuffing 5 or 6 fries in my mouth at once. I burped and the barage went on and on and on. I was halfway through the box of large fries, then…BUUUUUUURP, I can’t eat anymore! It was the same with all of us really. Then John steps in and just stuffs a handful in his mouth therefore finishing it for us all, then we had the drinks to finish, I sipped and burped, sipped and burped, sipped and BUUUUUURPed but it was already over, John bet us all and me ending  up finishing 2nd, or was it last? I have no idea. Anyway we made a bet, loser has to ask a random girl out, WINNERS CHOICE. Haha. Tomorrow is just gonna be as epic *evil laugh*.

We were so stuffed. We had to “burn the fat off” by walking, or running around like idiots (xD) and sounding like drunkees. But we really did look and sound pretty convincing. Along the walk back we mucked around a bit, John’s face was going green which made him look…very freaky. Which was funny. It was just epic. All our faces were changing colour. John’s green, Tudor’s being very orange and mine becoming very dark. T’was just epic that walk back. We made a couple of random videos and took a couple of random photos. “The trip back”.  We had approximately…hald an hour left before we were to be picked up by our parents, so we felt like breaking a few rules. We all tried to sneak into the social pass the security guards, we had a few scares along the way due to…the school being extremly quiet and apparently ghost like. The corridore lights are flashing, well one of them is, and the library corridore, it looks the freakiest, only ONE light and a like a million bookshelves, making it seem like a maze. Anyway, as I said we tried to sneak into the gym but we were caught by one of the guards, and the teachers and we were kicked off. But anyway, when waiting at the ke 9tram stop we ran along the tram tracks in the dark not knowing whether or not a tram would come. Of course none came, so we just continued running along the tram tracks, then we just sat down and did a couple of random things. Those random things were pretty epic. I would like to show the photos that were taken but then, due to request, I will not show them. And the videos you can’t see jackshit since they were recorded at like 9pm at night.

After one left there were two left. The wait wasn’t as fun but still very random.

And that concludes my night out with friends. Which reminds me, I’m still laughing about an anouncement over the speaker last week at school. “Could Steven Condom please report to the general office” The whole class bursted into laugher.

Dreams and Daydreams…

How many dreams can one person get in one night, and probalby one day? Some people tend to get a lot, some people tend to get dreams that last for the whole day, dreams that feel like they’re really there, like they’re awake. One of those people are me. My dreams make me feel like I’m awake, but they aren’t exactly “real”. All my dreams feel real, and whenever I wake up from one, I wish I could just get back into it. I wake up suddenly for no reason, I wake up and then I fall back asleep, trying my hardest to get back into it, but everytime I do that, I end up getting into another dream, or sometimes nightmare. Most of the time dream.

Now in today’s post I talk about some dreams I have recently had, and some I’ve had ages ago but are still stuck in my head.

Yesterday I remember having at least 20 dreams altogether. I had about 10 in one night and then in one hour I ended up getting 10 very short ones which felt like at least a whole night. None of them I could remember…but I had another one or two this morning, and I can only remember one of them, but it was a good one so you may or may not want to hear about them. The one you are about to hear about I must say I got because I’ve been listening to too much Owl City (xD)

I really don’t know what to call this one… But I will continue without a name anyway.

But not that I think of it, the perfect name for this dream would be “A old Acquaintance Returns”

Yes, the title has pretty much everything to do with the dream. It if didn’t why call the tittle that? Anyway the dream was about, an old Acquaintance as the tittle said, t’was a girl by the way. She was from all the way back in 2007 when I was Grade 5, and she was Grade 6.  Now to tell you the truth I began to grow very fond of her. Eventually my feelings got a little stronger, but my feelings didn’t quite get there yet, if you know what I mean. Talked to her a few times I guess, she was very nice I must say.  We did have one real big common thing, we were both interested (or obsessed) with ANIME and MANGA. I never told her or anyone though because I felt a little embarassed for liking someone older than me. So I guess thats where I got my shyness around talking to girls, or even telling them something important that could change your relationship (friendship) forever. Now I can’t quite remember the dream clearly, but I do remember the main bits I  guess.

I guess I remember… seeing her somewhere, but not quite. I can’t clearly remember where, I think it was when I went snowboarding (in the dream), except she couldn’t see me.  Then the next day I remember seeing her somewhere at this school or something, this made up school that doesn’t exist (possibly) or maybe doest exist somewhere in the world, like I was saying I guess I saw her again the next day at school while passing by in the hallway/corridore, and lets say in the dream before encountering her (dream) I hadn’t known she attended the school. I then call out her name (the time was 2 years later after 2007 which is basically now), so let’s just say I hadn’t seen her for 2 years (in the dream) (I really haven’t seen her for 2 years in real life), so anyway I call out her name and then I turn around because I felt that it was the stupidest thing to do, and then she turns around to see who called her name and I just walk off embarrassed. Anyway, then later I encounter her again during a class at school, and then I just walk up to her without even telling myself to do it and then just ask her if her name really was who I thought it was, and sure enough it was, then for some odd reason we just become friends (I can’t quite figure out why), and then all of a sudden I just wake up, or everything just went blank in the middle of one part which I would like to keep confidential. It’s a shame for me I didn’t order a class photo, if I did then I’d be able to take a look one more time. At her photo.

And there ends An old Acqaintance.

This dream some people may already know the story of but I’m gonna say it anyway for those who don’t know the story. This story has something to do with love, something like that, and you could say it is based on a current person I know. Alrighty, this dream has no name, because I really don’t think it needs a title. Everything I am about to explain will not be in full detail, and some parts may be left out due to personal reason. I had this dream a while back sometime last year.

This dream, at the time, I had multiple other dreams just like this one, but each time it was a little different. The dream starts off at the pool, I’m just doing my thing, you know, training etc. Then all of a sudden I see someone, a girl (yet again), erm, then without even thinking I walk up to her because she seemed like she needed help, you know the usual thing. I Introduce myself of course. Eventually we seem to get along really great, and then the next week, she is the new girl to class, and we get along real well at school, and then I see her at the pool after school every week. Then after a very short while, our relationship had become a romantic one. From friends to a two. Then I wake up in the middle of something important that she needed to tell me (dream) Things were going real great really, and I guess, the girl from the dream, looked a lot like someone.

Some of these events in the dream sound familiar? Any ring a bell? Any whatsoever?

Alright, so I guess that ends it. My dream post. Throughout the day I often drift off while the teacher is explaining something important and then I happen to almost fall asleep, then suddenly I just wake up after being buried deep in my thousands and thousands of thoughts. I think this is one of the many reasons I get low or even fail my tests (xD) But it’s a habbit. I drift off in my thoughts which almost turn into day dreams. My face is just lying facedown arms covering. It looked like I was crying (xD) or just being emo. (Lol) But really I was just drowning in my thoughts and then falling half asleep therefore not listening during class. I sometimes even doodle a few drawings in my book or cross a few things out.  I’m just drowning in my thoughts and then all of a sudden my name is called out and I don’t know what everyone is talking about, during test I just blackout on the questions, instead of thinking of an answer, I just drown/get buried in my thoughts again!

And that concluds it. My post about dreams and how much they relate to my life.  Hope you enjoyed reading 1230 words.

What a day…

Now I know you can’t be sarcastic on the internet, but that title was SARCASTIC. Again, I have no word for today. No word(s) at all. I just woke up at about 10 and got to school by 10:30 which was RECESS. Woo! I missed out on Period 1 (Sport) and Period 2 (S.O.S.E).

Since I did miss out on pretty much a third of the day…or quater..(whatever) this day went by fast. When I stepped into the corridore people from class were calling out my name ADRIAN! Apparently because I wasn’t here for period 1 and 2 Nobody believed me when I said “I just got back from snowboarding”. They all just think I wagged xD. Typical.

Mmhmm. Guess who’s availble for social. Javiera. Meh. I may or may not ask her now that I found out she isn’t going with anyone. But whatever. Though that happening is just unlikely due to my plans with friends on social day. Since our school is just a 3 minute walk from a shopping centre/mall, we made a few plans. With the social on that night they just lied to their parents saying that they were going to the social. We would just meet at the frnt gate of school and then from there walk to the shopping centre Except I didn’t lie. I just asked my mum if I could go to the shopping centre with friends and she said yes. Lucky me eh? We’re just gonna pig it out at a few resteraunts, then head to BUBBLE CUP and buy a few drinks, then head to the arcade and spend the rest of the night there .

Anyway back to school. Mhhm. During I.T (period 3 and 4) me and Esteban had a little chat. A little chat with our “relationship” with Javiera. Not that Javiera and us (us meaning Esteban and I) are “together” By relationship we mean friendship or something like that.

Heres a graph of MY relationship with her.

The lines getting closer meaning our friendship getting closer. Lines getting further apart and going oposite directions mean us slowly falling away.

Sorry if this graph is hard to understand.

Now, I wasn’t intending on everything happening in Term 2. I tell Brad and then Brad tells Leon and then the whole world knows, including her. I was hoping to keep it a secret until this term (term). I was planning on telling her just a recently (about 3-4 weeks ago) having the social just coming up (Now only just this Thursday). But since they just had to tell…plan was ruined. :/

Meh. Whatever man.

WHATEVER.

Now a topic apart from school.

Just 3 days ago I discovered an Artist (who Hanna had known about for a long time now xD) called Owl City.

Heres the music video for his recent song/single Fireflies

You can view most of his songs on this youtube channel. The Music video was uploaded onto Universal Music Group’s channel.

Unfortunately for Hanna this time, she can’t view the video from where she is as it is “not availble in her country” which I must say is just racist.

I appear to have downloaded over 29 of his songs already, which is almost as much Linkin Park I have. Linkin Park fills up the entire page and takes quite a lot of scrolls to get through.

Now…Probably after the social day I won’t post about Javiera again even though pretty much all my posts are about my day and always have something to do with her ^^” But I think I gotta stop. I think I’ll just post about “Life” from now on etc. Like Hanna does. I just gotta make what can usually only be typed in a mear couple of hundred words into a couple of thousand as Hanna does.

Eh?

Snowboarding…Mt. Buller…it was just… how should I say, I have no word for my entire sunday.

I woke up at 5:15am after a short 3 hour nap at around 2am after a shower. Meh.

The trip to the mountains was just TORTURE. Forget the photos.  Not only that the winds were gusting. STRONG HUGE. They were strong enough to push me. Especially when we were on the mountain. Kept falling down :/ As I was saying the trip was torture. I was supposed to have some travel music (Owl City) but I ended up leaving my iPod in the car, so I was about…4 hours without entertainment. There were even a bit of delays to the trip, so we got there about an hour later than we were supposed to.

And plus, the clothes I was wearing were just UNCOMFORTABLE. Mhmm. Oh right, it was raining as well along with the strong winds, and it was just all foggy so I couldn’t exactly see where I was going. The trip uphill was an awesome view, it did also remind me of the mountain passes in Japan (the cornering and turns etc).  Anyway! When we arrived at top we needed to wait for another bus to take us to the main village, the bus was just PACKED and the seats were all wet. So I stood.

When we FINALLY reached the village I ran straight to the change rooms which were so warm, I could finally change into some comfortable pants.  Then we went to the counter (whatever its called) to get our names in etc. I think I should have tried skiing instead of snowboarding :/

Whats done is done. >.> Chucking on the shoes were hard, and taking them off as well. Now when we actually took a step outside the building, I had many second thoughts due to the…wind and fog. When walking up the mountain I was being pushed down by the wind D: So I had to use the snowboard as a walking stick (whatever its called!) I finally reach the top, and the problem was strapping my feet into the snowboards.

It took aboiut 10 minutes, more actually, to get fully strapped in. The hard part was actually standing up without falling right over. I didn’t get to stand up fully but I did slightly stand up. I was moving down pretty fast really. But I couldn’t stop so I had to use my hands otherwise I would wham into someone.  That explains why my hands hurt so much now.  Even with gloves my hands were just NUMB. So I took my gloves off (which was the stupidest idea ever!), since I done that, whenever I couldn’t use my legs to stop, I used my hands, barehanded! Ah! They went red…I couldn’t feel my hands.

I did that over and over again a couple of times and everytime I would stop in the middle where everyone goes past :/ I almost everytime got hurt badly, and everytime I was about to wham into someone, BAREHANDED STOP :/ I would stop just on time really.

Though on a funny side today, my cousin and I did get to make a giant snowball which he carried around all day because I was snowboarding. It got to a pretty huge size before half of it was crushed by them jetskis. Got a photo or 2 or 3 of him holding it. Even though he didn’t snowboard he had the time of his life.

Now, I was hoping to get some photography done but I didn’t because of how serious the weather conditions were. And no I will not show anyone the photos that were taken.
Probably the best part of today was when we had a bite to eat.  I fell asleep on the bus and slept for a good 2 hours before waking  up at about 7pm. I had fallen asleep drowning in my deep thoughts. The bus trip back wasn’t as much torture as it was on the way there. Thankfully.

We stopped by a resteraunt to have some to eat after we rerturned to our car. I ate a lot, a real lot, I did also drink a lot of Jasmine tea which warmed me up.

Next year I go Skiing or Toboganning. I think toboganning is looking good right now, but skiing seems good. Not as challenging as snowboarding was.

Which reminds me, I think I’ll sleepin tomorrow and skip period 1 (SPORT), I’ll just make up an excuse which they always buy. Besides, I have a lot to say tomorrow.

No Name post.

My day today? I found it boring.

No reason. I just found it boring.

I seem to find life more and more boring, and less and less interesting. How should I say this? :/ I see life as not worth living anymore. It’s all boring.

By the way, even without asking her, I know she’s not open. Which is why I’m not going to the social. And never in my entire high school life will I EVER go to a social. NEVER.

And let me just say I think I’m going emo. D:

Errm.

Alright. I arrived at school super early today and just headed to period 1 classroom. My hair was all over the place so I wasn’t looking my best either :/ Ugh. I was expecting her to come ask if we could walk today but she didn’t.

I will skip period 2 and go straight to recess. It’s nothing interesting anyway.

Recess I again was still heading to buy my lunch again and went to take a look at the selling of the social tickets. All $5 each. I just headed there took a look and then went on with my business. I went to see whether or not she was in the library and she wasn’t. I just went to find her to ask. But without asking I knew she was’t open anyway. Besides she is already going with someone else (from what I’ve been observing).

During SSR, she was asking where the social tickets could be bought.  Just from common sence she was wearing some nail polish.

Throughout the entire day I was expecting her to ask to walk but she didn’t, I think it was because of yesterday >.>

During lunch I just headed to the canteen and I saw her there (because thats where the social tickets were being sold). So I just dumped my bagged in the baggage area in front of the library and went inside the library. I was in there for about 10 minutes or so and then I decided to leave. I came outside hte library and found that Javiera was sitting at the baggage area with others. So I just grabbed my bag and left as quick I could.

After lunch a double sport (2 periods of sport). We played table tennis. I just couldn’t be screwed today so I just missed all the shots purposely which got me dissed a bit but whatever.

I just decided to sit out for the remainder of the period and just glared at randoms and thinking of some personal business and things that needed to be taken care of.

After it was time I ran straight to the change rooms and changed as quick I could and ran straight out. Then I headed to the lockers and saw her there and ran straight out the corridores. I just walked to the pool alone today, not entirely for the first few minutes. I walked with Esteban for a bit then I headed off alone leaving him and her alone (because she had caught up so yeah). I just headed to the pool myself for the remainder of the walk.

I was suprised to see her swimming todaym she had just recovered from a chest infection anyway, she was coughing a lot during squad today. Even squad today was just BORING.

Can life be anymore boring?

I guess a bright side is I’m goin Skiiing this sunday. Better go skiing before the snow melts (in the mountains). There isn’t any snow anywhere else in Australia anyways. I’m hoping that will be fun, and a good opportunity for a bit of photography and some shots of me failing to ski xD.

Well that concludes it.

Shattered (or not?)

Zomgsh. She has returned after 2 days of absence from school. Turns out she had a chest infection, so she couldn’t really speak for the first half of the day. And things are back to normal. School was actually interesting today. Wee?

Period 1. MUSIC!!! I arrived at school early today. Thankfully I waited outside the room for at l east 10 minutes or so before other people showed up. Then within 3 minutes I wasn’t the only person there anymore Music class, mmmhmmm I don’t know what word describes it.  But anyways when she showed up…was very happy but, not exactly “happy” Now since she couldn’t exactly speak for the first half she didn’t sing today, and I got dibs on the electric guitar today! Out of all the other guitars only I could be heard. Meh. Anyway before setting up for rehearsal, we just had to take our seats to get a little settled down. I wondered around the room, found that there were only… 4 seats left, about 2 or 3 between me and “one who annoys her”. She decided to sit as far away from him as possible, so she sat about 3 seats away from him, then theres a decision to sit between Javiera and “one who annoys her” or to sit right next to Javiera, Obviousl I choose right next to her, then…she gets up and I thought she was moving but she just went to get her stuff, then when she comes back she moves one seat away from me. This sorta made me feel…I don’t know a word for it but it made me feel sort of …well…sort of wierd or somethingm but whatever! By the way I got a short guitar solo.

That was one big paragraph for Period 1 :/

Skip period 2 and go to Recess.

Recess as Usual I walk around bored. I head to buy my something to eat and then find something to do. I encounter Javiera. AGAIN. After eating I just go in the library and just sit there because its warm in there (hehe).  And I sit in there for the remainder of recess.

SSR after recess, it was noisy again Usually it’s all silent but when Javiera is here it’s noisy =D Turns out Javiera sat in the row behind mine. Now what happened during SSR is hard to explain. But it was interesting.

Because I’m lasy I’m gonna skip period 3 and 4 which were both English.

During lunch, I waited in line for freaking 10 minutes before it was finally my turn to order! Bought same thing as recess, and headed to the library. Found Javiera in there but didn’t really bother to talk to her.

I just sat at a table reading, and then a croud former around me for reasons which I don’t know. Just people from class. Tall guy standing in the way, I was pretty much looking or staring at Javiera and then a tall guy blocks me view. Then she heads off (Javiera). And that was the end of my lunch because the bell rang anyway.

And next period, S.O.S.E!!! Javiera sat in the row behind mine again! Eh. Not much in S.O.S.E happened really, just a bit of funny stuff but other than that, nope.

Now Science is when things sort of got interesting.

Meh. Since today was a prac. class, we were in groups, but with our new Science teacher things were a little different. With our old teacher we got to choose, but with our new one he chose for us, and the group he had chosen for us would be our permenant groups. And when I heard that he had chosen our groups for us, I had hoped I would not be grouped with Javiera, because it sort of feels awkward to me. But to my like, I was.

“Group C, Tudor, Adrian, Javiera and Steven” Just letting you know Steven is the guy that annoys Javiera. I was not looking forward to having her in my group for the rest of the term, and I wasn’t to keen on coming to Science class anymore. I wasn’t too confident anymore either.

Because just letting everyone know, so far I hadn’t ask yet. :/

After it was time to pack  up or whatever and time to fill in the answer sheet etc for the experiments today things got a little interesting and funny I should say.  Meh.

While writing in our answer etc, I don’t know how to explain, random questions were being asked to us all by Tudor the funny guy of this class (xD) such as “Do you have any pubes?”, “Do you MB?” (You know what MB is right?), and this one was specifically for Javiera “Who do you like?”

This got my eyebrows raised (you know what I mean…) First they say, Phillip! Then Steven! (Her reply for that one EWW xD) and of course “Is it Adrian?!?!” I laughed at that one really hard, of course its not me and yeah “She said no for all of them including me. Meh. Then we were just asking about msn and then she replies “Its not me thats signing on!!! It’s my sister, and I have automatic signin!” and a while back her sister ended up talking to George because his msn DP was a CAT (xD) and she comes in “Why are you talking to this person?!?” her sister says because it was a picture of a cat (xD). I was about to ask her about the “Hi, gotta go bye” thing that happened a while back if anyone remembers. But anyway after that they were just annoying her. Like stealing her answer sheet etc. They just kept it from her, Since she couldn’t get it “Adrian Help me!” she exclaims :/ I just reply “I’m staying out of it this time” and sit there laughing my ass off. Then it was time to get back to our seats, and Javiera had not written down a thing. I was thinking of throwing my answers to her (paperplane formed) but then “Nah”. After the dismissel bell went, everyone ran out the door, everyone in her row just left and she was the only one there (she was just packing her things), and I was the only one there besides here left as well, I just left the room. I couldn’t be bothered with her anymore.

So there you have it. Since she just recovered from a chest infection she probably won’t be going to squad training tomorrow., but if she is going, I think this time I’m walking alone…what I’m saying is she probably won’t ask to walk with me today anyway. But if she does, I guess I just might ask her. But that is only…5-10% chance.

If not then I’m walking alone.

1152 words.

“Did your heart ever want to ask something, but your head was too afraid of what the answer might be?”