OH EM GEE!!!
May 8, 2009
OH EM GEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH EM GEE!!!
OH EM GEE!!!
OH EM GEE!!!
Alright I’m done with the OH EM GEE!
Woo!! You know how she was about to say yes and then ended up saying know with the boys around her? Well’s I still got a chance then don’t I? Because It means.. SHE MIGHT JUST SAY YES this time when I ask her again… in a note along with my gift of the Me to you bears.
Hows this?
On the note:
Javiera, It’s obvious I like you and it’s okay to say no again to this. I wasn’t dared this time. And seeing last time you were nervous (I think) I’m gonna try again. Will you go out with me?
P.S This present cost $20, and don’t tell Brad. about this.
HOLY CRAP!!
May 7, 2009
OH..EM..GEE!!!
Well science class period 2.
I was dared by one of the guys to write a note asking Javiera out. So I did.. and they gave it to her… She WAS about to say yes…BUT theres always a but. After class the guys were all dragging me to Javiera… with all the guys around her she was all nervous..and she said..NO.. not the EEWW gross No.. but the I’m sorry kind of No. Oh and after class Javiera stayed back and cleaned up after our Prac. work and the guy’s told me to go and help her. They shoved me in the room.. by that time she was already DONE!
Then after that they were bullshitting to people that “Javiera said yes!” I of course agreed
Homeroom after recess.
As always the guys get to class before the girls. All the girls were there..Except for Javiera.
The boys spread out so the girls couldnt sit next to each other
and Javiera was the last girl to come..
she wanted to sit next to her friend
so I moved…..
Also we were being assigned our colours for our teams. As we were being assigned our colours Javiera got green and I got Yellow…
After that most of the boys were like AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!! in a complaining way. I found it funny.
Oh right. Now to a good Part I guess..
I’ve been wondering where to get those “Me to you” bears as a present for Javiera.. If you don’t know what I’m talking about, They’re cute little bears wearing a funny little hat, holding a sign with a messaged like “One I love” or something like that.
They’re about $20 for the small ones or a little higher or lower. So I’m wondering if I can buy one for her along with a note from me….
What do you think?
Should I be happy for sad?
May 6, 2009
Alright so I wrote a note to her. 3 Simple words.
I LIKE YOU
in Japanese of course and then I signed it with my name in Japanese.
I wrote it in Katakana a type of Japanese character instead of Kanji..
so It took at least half hour to write and sign it with my name in Jap…
She didn’t seem to really care though…………………………………………………………………………………
I’ve been sent..on a guilt trip.
May 5, 2009
Today I’m guessing that there should be a short post.
I feel guilty.. really guilty. Seeing that my friends hates me now. Everytime I get near him he’s like FUCK OFF! He arranged a meeting for me and Javiera. He PROMISED her that I’d see her but because of my stupid head. I never went to see her. He promised her and I didn’t come…
So basically he’s mad at me for making him look bad..but deep down I know he still Likes Javiera….*MANY GUYS LIKE(D) JAVIERA*
Foooooooooood!!!!!!
May 3, 2009
Random post today..and yes..the post tittle has something to do with FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
I just finished my dinner………….. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODLES
Alright the FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD topic is over
Now. What do I talk about…oh right. Since I started posting again the site stats have increased. We got 55 views yesterday! That’s the most we’ve had in a looooooooooong time.
Oh yeah, and tomorrow is the DAY! I’ll make sure I tell her instead of my mates.. After Home room..if I’m fast enough.. I can tell her. After homeroom after recess.
Dreams..
May 2, 2009
“Just a warning to anyone reading this post. This post has nothing to do with the title”
It’s a Saturday night.. and I’m bored…Usually I’d ask a friend over..but seeing that I have no phone anymore.. I remained bored.. the whole day..nothing to do..
Alright my I-Tunes doesn’t work anymore.. I did also get my eyes test today and it turns out my sight got worse from the last time I got ‘em checked.. my left eye’s sight got worse while my right eye stayed the same. So basically my eyesight for worse.. Ugh new glasses..
Seeing that it is now red text I will now write all my thoughts today.
I wonder what Monday holds for me… wonder what her reaction or response will be with ME telling her in Person instead of my friends telling her..
“Javiera. Steven was probably annoying you about this on Friday, but Bradley and Steven won’t stop annoying me until I do this..that, and I won’t feel satisfied until I do it myself”
“Javiera you probably already know this but I’m gonna tell you anyway..I..Like..You.
“I’m not gonna like ask you out or anything and it is fine if we just stay friends”
My heart is beating like pounding gongs ..my head sounds like the clash and tearing of steel.. I feel..I feel…I feel…incomplete..incomplete right now.. I won’t feel happy..I won’t feel complete until I have told her…
I won’t smile like I’ve been let in the biggest secret of the universe..not until..NOT UNTIL I’VE TOLD HER MYSELF!
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
May 1, 2009
I..hate…myself….reason is. I..couldn’t..tell..her..
Well actually she knows.. But it wasn’t me that told her.. one of my mates told her 32 times today! Oh and I was sitting next to her during maths class too. She found out during maths class.
It’s actually very hard to explain you see. But anyway. After gym class I was real tired..sweaty..and STINKY and I had hurt my back..during gym. (Did I tell you she’s a very fast runner and an awesome skipper). But anyway after gym class I stank so I grabbed the whole can of deortorent and sprayed all over. She had come out of the change rooms. But she was walking. But With my injured back It hurt just taking a step.. but still. I chased after her. By then she was a far distance away from me..
I chased after her with no regrets or second thoughts like yesterday.. My head was telling me “GO CHASE HER!! TELL HER YOUR FEELINGS IN PERSON”. But when I had finally reached her I had collapsed of all the pain I had.. my bag was extremely heavy! I had tried and failed…. but on the bright side she now knows that I like her. But Will we ever be together? Doesn’t seem so if this kind of thing keeps on happening…
You do crazy things when you’re in love..really crazy things..and in the end you usually get her..
The person of your dreams..
Update:
Here are the lyrics to a song from the Initial D Soundtrack. The song is called:
I Need your Love.
Mooove your body
I go crazy
Thinking about you
I need your love
‘Cause I’m on fire
And every time I walk
And every time I
see your face
In the night
I try to be alone
But I can’t stop
myself today
Think you’re mine
Mooove your body
To the end of time
I go crazy
Thinking about you
I need your love
‘Cause I’m on fire
I need your love
Come on run to me
I need your love
I’m getting higher
and higher!
Gonna be so free
I need your love
‘Cause I’m on fire
I need your love
Come on run to me
I need your love
I’m getting higher
and higher!
Gonna be so free
I need to feel your heart
I need to show you
I’m the one
For you now
I’m gonna find the way
To tell you what
to do my love
Here somehow
Mooove your body
To the end of time
I go crazy
Thinking about you
I need your love
‘Cause I’m on fire
I need your love
Come on run to me
I need your love
I’m getting higher
and higher!
Gonna be so free
I need your love
‘Cause I’m on fire
I need your love
Come on run to me
I need your love
I’m getting higher
and higher!
Gonna be so free
And every time I walk
I try to be alone
Move your body
I go crazy
Thinking about you
I need your love
‘Cause I’m on fire
I need your love
Come on run to me
I need your love
I’m getting higher
and higher!
Gonna be so free
Move your body
I go crazy
Thinking about you
I need your love
‘Cause I’m on fire
I need your love
I need your love
I need your love
I need your love