Again…

Again, she WAS NOT at school today :/ so I pretty much walked alone today D: Which made me feel lonely… “I missed her” D:

In my oppinion whenever she’s absent from school, everything just seems so quiet…so boring.  So today….just pretty much one of those 10 sentence posts. :/

or less…

School was boring, everything today was boring.

But I did find out about some interesting things such as the “How She got to My squad” and “Her knowing of my friend Jack (they were both in the same swimming class).

I’m not gonna go into them right now.

Hopefully tomorow’s post is at least 400 words like my usual posts, and I hope shes at school tomorrow… so I can just ask her and ask for her number and get it done with, and then we can walk on Friday.

Rotten Luck…

What rotten luck, I arrived at school early today which was great, but Javiera wasn’t here today! At first I thought she’s probably just late, because she’s usually late, but she wasn’t here today, so today was a bust for asking for her number as well as asking her out.

:/

And it also rained today! So I was soaking wet by the time I got to the car even though it was parked 25m away from the school.

Ah! Hope she’s at school tomorrow! Tomorrow when I see her I’m gonna ask to walk with her tomorrow, and then after class I’m gonna ask her for number and to go to the social with her! Because the social is next week! August 20th 7:30-11:30pm…

I just gotta ask her!

Other than that today was really boring so theres nothing else to read on today’s post.

My Nyyappiness day.

Today…MONDAY

Not my favourite of days, but usuall the day I am most happiest

We had sport period 1. We ended up doing fun things because of some unexpected changes. It was raining outside and the gym was a mess from the weekend. So we ended up doing some mini activites which was fun, and worked on our hand and leg strength.

Period 2 was S.O.SE and we had an assignment due today! But luckily our normal teacher wasn’t here today! So we didn’t have to present them! Woo!! No nervous breakdown today!!! And just letting you know, I could not stop staring at Javiera today. I made it very obvious because I was lookin right at her noit saying a word or blinking xD But then I turned away and making it less obvious and just glanced at her.

During recess I was bored as usual, and when I went to buy some food from the canteen I saw Javiera there, so I just hid behind one of the doors >.> I don’t know why I did that, but I just suddenly jumped behind the door and kept popping my head out to get a glance of Javiera.

Then after the recess ended the bell obviously goes and my locker…Being a pain in the ass again. It took 25 tries this time! and a warning…Not a good idea to slam your locker :/ I learnt my lesson today. “Never slam your locker”

Anyway, I’ll skip straight to Period 5.

During period 5 we had Maths D: But whatever.

While we were waiting outside the room Javiera asked me “Are you walking today?” As Usual I replied “Yeah, course I am, I’ll walk with you if you want.” she says “Cool alright.”

I was sitting in the row behind Javiera >.> then I was asked to move into Javiera’s row, not next to her, but in her row. We were on oposite ends. She was on one side I was on the other.  But no matter.

Period 6 we had English in the library, so we were reading instead. I was hoping to sit next to Javiera this time but I didnt. But I did end up sitting in the row next to her.

Then as soon as the bell rings we all come running out. Especially me xD

I head to the lockers with her and then after she got what she needed we headed off DDD

It was a silent walk but we did talk a bit.  I ended the walk with “Erm, I have something to ask you later” and then we went out seperate ways into the pool. I sat at on the of the tables and got myself settled in. And if you must know I did not ask her to the social, but I WAS gonna ask for her number, but as soon as I was gonna ask it… my phone died on me >.>

I promise her, tomorrow I will ask her for her number and if I could go to the social with her.

Now on a sadder note, recently many of my friend’s relatives have passed away, and after going through my email I found one from a friend.

Date: Sun, 9 Aug 2009 09:44:39 -0700
From: *EMAIL REMOVED TO MAINTAIN PRVIACY*
Subject: RE: yoyo – Read this 3rd.
To: azn_criminal95@hotmail.com

Cool. To get a long convo is hard.

Dude one of my uncles died today….

Friday… Oh my god >.>

Eh. Friday? My day?

Heck no. It was boring.

Period 1-2 there was an unexpected Statewide Maths test (only for the A classes, which I’m in)

Then at recess my retarded lock or locker (one of them) was again being a pain, it took over 20 tries to finally actually open!!!

I was pretty much the only person left in the hallway!!!

Anyway, after I head off to buy my recess, and on the way end up encountering Javiera multiple times, she was hanging around Phillip again. I just walked straight past them.

During period 3 (Maths) we had ANOTHER maths test :/ But it was only a chapter test, no big deal. It was such an easy test. For once I didn’t fail a maths test…I’d better past this! Expecially since I just failed a Science Chapter test on….Tuesday? And I studied so hard for that science test. I didn’t study for the Maths Test AT ALL and very confident that I passed.

Anyway…

I’m gonna skip straight to lunch and not talk about Period 4 (Science)

After we were dismissed to lunch I ran straight to my locker and along the way did bump into a few people.

For once! for once my locker opened after the first shot at it!

I then wondered around the school until I was real hungry.

I ran to the lockers and got my wallet out and took a couple of bucks out.

Then I quickly ran out the corridore because we aren’t allowed inside the corridore during lunch. When running through the corridore I ran into Javiera. I was suprised. She asked me something but not about the social. She just asked me where Esteban is, and why I was wondering around. And I just told her Esteban was at an S.R.C meeting and just ran off forgetting to say and ask many things! Ah!

I went to buy my lunch ate it and then went into the library for a bit to read the Newspaper. Then I went outside and saw Esteban. Then I told him that Javiera was looking for him. Then He asked me to go inside and tell her that he was outside. I did that and she walked past me. Then I went outside and grabbed Esteban by the arms and then “GO IN THERE AND DO IT YOURSELF!”

I seemed pissed off :/

Just letting you know, I DID NOT walk with her today. Why wait for her? I know she’s gonna end up saying no to me. Why do you think she was looking for Esteban today?

Meh.

Guess what? I went to the Athletics, for personal reasons, plus I wanted to go just to see if anything interesting would happen. And…You know…Something interesting might happen between you know….

But None of that happened! and it turned out That today was boring!

First off, I woke up early. It took about 5 minutes to put my Legskins on (for Running), which eventually got uncomfortable throughout the day.

I wanted to compete in the 200m sprints and Long Jump, but missed out on the signing up for it, because I was too slow getting there >.> Next Year I’m competing in the 1500m run, 100m sprint, 200m sprint, 800m run, long jump and high jump. <.<

And anyway, I just noticed something, there are days when Javiera is around one boy more than another. For example, one day she is with Phillip, the next she wants to hang around me (like how we walked yesterday) and then today she hangs around, George!

P.S: Esteban! Quit being a show off to impress Javiera!

Anyway like I said, there are days when she likes one guy better than another and then the next week it starts all over again from the first guy again.

And with the School Social coming up, guess who? Guess who asked Javiera to it… Esteban. “…”

I’m not gonna go anyway. I’d feel funny going to a social alone, considering that there are people asking other people etc. But I may go.  We’ll just wait and see.

By the way, Javiera was (probably) asking Esteban to the social. But I don’t really believe that. It’s just what I was told.

Back to Athletics.

Now, I guess you could say I was cheering Javiera on in her races even though she isn’t in my house colour (Gold, I hate gold!).  In her 200m sprint, she was ahead, then started to fall behind resulting in her coming 6th place. She’s in Green house (just lettin; you know). Gold came last :/

Red – 1st

Green – 2nd

Blue – 3rd

Gold – Last.

Now after the athletics carnival we had to walk back.

This is hard to explain really.

On the walk back, I tried my best to just walk and stay with Javiera, but then why bother? Why bother walking if she’s not gonna talk to me anyways?

So I just ran ahead.

And I’m still in my tight Legskins >.>

Today, was BOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNGGGGGGG

And let my just say, I noticed that the girls, are being nicer to some of the boys recently.

What would you say does this have to do with the school social ?

:D

Happiness Much?!?!

HAPPINESS MUCH?!?! I’M FREAKING HYPER!!! HYPER HYPER HYPER!! and HAPPY

Why should I NOT be happy? I should be really happy!!! Really happy!!!  My day was not boring. It was very funny, random and full of suprises (I guess I could say Suprises)

I woke up later than I usually did. About 30 minutes later xD. 8:30 and I still got to school On time, and my breathe was feelin’ real FRESH, ’cause I tried out Listerine Mouth Wash/Freshener.

Okay. I left the house at around 8:40 getting ready in only 10 minutes! I arrive at around 8:50, which was great. Really Great.

Now let’s go back to my post on Friday. “She didn’t end up walking with me”, turns out she had to go do something important and I ended up going before her. Now lets go to now.

Because I have the most terrible and annoying lock for my locker, it doesn’t open unless I push my locker door in but anyway, It was foodtech first. On my way there,  I see Javiera (That put a smile on my face ) and she asks ‘You’re walking to the pool today right?” of course I reply Yeah and she says “Cool! ’cause you didn’t wait for me on Friday, I’ll walk with you today ” <<<< Smile on her face <<<< Then I said, I waited for about 15 minutes and then she Apoligizes and we head to wait outside the Foodtech classroom.

During Foodtech, we made Bread fresh from the Oven. In the process we had to make dough and mix it with our Fingers. We all got real dirty. Our fingers were covered in dough which then spread to our hands.

During recess we talked for about 5 minutes and then went on minding our own business.

During S.O.S.E, I couldn’t stop staring at her We were in the library for this period, so everyone booked a computer, including her (It was for an assignment), I booked one for no reason xD. Just so I could sit next to her But I did get something out of it. A HUUUUUUUUGE smile

During Lunch she unfortunately had Detention for the whole lunch for wagging Period 2 on Monday. And she also has one on Friday, which is unfortunate. I was thinking of offering to buy her lunch.

During my I.T class, I wagged it (because I.T got boring), and headed to the Theatre to play some guitar.

Then during Music, which I always look forward to, people were annoying Javiera again :/

Just a note, today, Mini plants were being handed out today. She got one. I was thinking of getting one BUT “where should I had put it” I was thinking. So I didn’t get one. :/

Anyway back to music.

Like I said, Javiera took one of the plants, and people were trying to “kill” it. They tried to knock it down from afar. It worked. But the plant didn’t “die” it just had very little dirt left. I was thinking “Why didn’t I get the plant” Coulda given mine to Javiera >.>

Anyway, after Music class, I waited for Javiera. It was there I was in the Hyper-Happy mode! Hehe

She had to run a few errons (or errands, whatever you call them) before first, so I waited as well, didn’t take long.

With the Athletics carnival tomorrow, she was hoping to run the 1500m tomorrow. I wished her luck for all She obviously thanks me Then I siad, I may or may not go to athletics tomorrow “I’ll probably just wag tomorrow and swim the whole day” But I might come. Also, I regret not signing up for the 1500m run tomorrow :/ There could have been a chance I could have ran with her.

Anyway after the thanks, I say “I could swim the 1500m, but not RUN it” she says, “I could probably do neither” but again I wished her luck tomorrow ^^

Anyway then we head to the lockers for her final errand. She had to pick up her swimming gear, because it was of course swimming today!

We did talk about a lot of things. We’d talk about one thing for a few seconds (or minutes) and then go onto another topic. First she asked me what house I’m in I’m in gold I said, and then continue, Though I wished I was in green. And then we go onto other topics/ She asked me “Do you sit with anyone while waiting?” I say no. “I just wait for my mum to come with my squad gear and bathers”.  Then she says “oh, okay”

Then we go on other topics. She drops her swimming stuff, I offer to hold it for her but she says it’s fine. Then she asks “When are you Moving up to State Development Bronze?” (Thats the next squad) and I say, I don’t know really, It’s a maybe, not a definately” Then she asks the Golden Questions (t0 me) “Do you want to move up?” I answer, I don’t know now really…”

I really was thinking of asking If she liked anyone.

We were approaching the pool. She asks if I had my swipe entry card or not. I say no, I just tell them my name and they let me in. We enter the pool. “A final few words of our walk” See you at squad.

And there. It was only a short time together and alone, but it was probably the best moment ever this year, and probably ever so far.

Alright, so at the pool she sits at her table, and I sit at mine. I move a little close to her table and mind my own business, but think of turning around a few times to see what’s up. I really did want to ask if I could sit at her table. I was also thinking of asking for her Mobile Numver. But I didn’t. Anyway so we bother head off to change for squad.

After squad I wanted to tell her something I forgot to tell her when walking with her. “You’re a really good swimmer Javiera (:”

But as usual we headed in oposite directions. But on Monday we headed the  same Direction

Oh well. I think I might do this again on Friday. Before we walked she asked me not to tell anyone, because they’d be getting the wrong idea. I always keep my promises. So my lips are sealsed

So Now you see why I’m so happy and hyper. Plus I reached and passed 1000 words!  A total of 1093 words.

Update:

Javiera has a new DP She looks real pretty in it.

You want linky?

Forget it.

I’m still deciding wheather or not I should go to Athletics tomorrow.

If I go I won’t miss out on anything interesting that might happen…and there might be some alone time with Javiera :O and I might still have a chance to run the 1500m with her…Hehe.

You’ll know whether or not I went tomorrow.

Thats a total of… 1181 words now.

Meh.

Boooooring Day.

Boring Tuesday.

I’d love to post about today, but there really isn’t anything intersting to talk about.

All I have to tell you is that I failed a Chapter Test in Science Thats how I roll!

47%/100

Meh. Javiera would never go out with me anyway.

I’ll forget asking her out. This “romatic” relationship I wish was true will never happen! Friends… Friends…Just friends….Just friends…I’m erm…Happy with that?

I give up trying! But I will walk with her tomorrow… We’ll just walk…as friends. We’ll just be…Friends…Friends… Normal Friends…

MSN (Brad):

Brad: Would you go out with Adrian?

Javiera: What do you think?

Brad: Thats a bit mean isn’t it?

Javiera: Meh…

Now onto a random topic/subject change.

I’m thinking of getting a new Guitar. Better in Appearance wise as well as Sound wise

I would really like to get a Lakewood Guitar, but they’re worth about $4000 or more each. The sound is great and it feels comfortable on you, and also customly made to fit your preferences. It’s also a German Guitar company, so If I order one it’s imported, therefore having to pay an extra hundred or so for delivery. I specifically have my eyes on these Lakewood moduls here.  The M-32 CP Modul.

and the A-36 CP Modul.

The moduls above are Auditorium type body.

But seeing as I can’t get my hands on them, I’m thinking of buying an Ashton Acoustic Guitar. It’s an Australian Brand, the guitars are made in Australia as well. Though the quality isn’t as good as Lakewood’s it’s still just as great. The designs are the same, they’re just made from different wood. The wood lakewood uses is high quality therefore giving off an awesome sound. Ashton’s isn’t as good but the quality is still great.

The Ashton guitar modul I have my eyes on is the same design as the Moduls above (Auditorium body), It’s just a different name and made from different materials.

Did I mention that they are Electric Acoustic Guitars? The same with the Ashton Guitar I have my eyes on.  The good thing is, the Guitar is only about $400 (The Ashton Guitar), it’s a pretty good price in my oppinion. I got my old/current guitar for about $200, so my current guitar is nowhere as good as the Ashton guitar. I tried it out at the store. Very comfortable fitting, and very nice and loud sound for an Acoustic

I’m hoping my parents would allow me to buy the Guitar with my own money. I haven’t counted how much money I have in cash for a long time, last time I checked, I had about $500 or so. If I have $500 thats pretty much all my money spent on a Guitar.

P.S Anyone well aware that I’m gonna wag school on Thursday? Because its an Atheletics day! Why do Athletics when I can SWIM…or just practice gutiar for 6 hours lmao.. if not then just visit my old Primary School.

Another 2 in 1 post!

Sorry about not Posting Yesterday (Sunday).

I was VERY busy with homework

Sunday!

After tutoring I went D.F.O. For all of those who don’t live in Australia, D.F.O is basically a shopping centre (or mall). The best place to shop. At the best prices as well and includes some very Famous brands and stores such as Converse, Rebok, Puma etc.

I ended up buying a hoodie/jacket, 3 shirts, a singlet top (for summer) and Knee Skins (for swimming)  all for only $85!

I think the Shirts were the best purchases because they were pretty awesome shirts.

One of the shirts were family guy.

Stewie and a video game controller “Happiness is a Headshot”. Stewie had his evil smile on there as well xD. She shirt is really more funny when you actually look at it.

The other shirts I consider to be “I don’t care” type of shirts and Emo-ish shirts.

One of them was grey, But it was funny because it said:

“Ignoring you is my special way of saying I DON’T CARE”

I laughed at the sight of it.

The other shirt I consider an “I don’t care” type.

Because it said “I do what the VOICES in my head tell me to do” The red was included. I’d take pics. but I’m lasy. Thats who I am! Deal with it!

Today! aka MONDAY

Today, very very very interesting. A lot happened. Starting out with the morning.

I was allowed to sleep in toady Until 9:15 really. Therefore purposely wagging P.E Class Woo! xD. By the time I had arrived at school, I had pretty much missed out on half the S.O.S.E lesson (Period 2).  I noticed Javiera wasn’t there >.>, But it turned out she wagged S.O.S.E class. The year level co-ordinater eventually found out really, therefore her getting in trouble later today.

She was crying at Recess. She was in the library with her friends…and “IT” preferably referring to Phillip. <.< I was easedropping along with some other friends/class members who were curious. Plus Esteban or BUNNY was with us too. It was either MY chance or HIS chance. Neither of us went. Because he just chickened out.

(Unlike me really (now referring to other times) I went in, though always ending in a slight tad embarassment) After that really we yelled out “YOU’RE NOT GONNA GET HER LIKE THIS!!!”  xD

- Anyway, Back on the storyline.-

Now heres what my friend (Leon) told me. He told Javiera something and then says “It’s not about someone from our class by the way” and then she says Oh. Because before he said that she was “Tell Me, Tell me!” expression and seemed excited or so. He also said They were doing Gymnastic during sport, he said Javiera PWNED everyone xD She used to do Gymnastics. I wouldn’t have survived that xD. So glad I slept in. xD

Now – Period 5 (Maths After lunch), She was crying during maths class a little as well, but not as much as before really. Which was a good thing. Because I hate to see her cry! She did ask to borrow my text book for maths really. After class I ran off still remember she had my text book. But I knew she would return it.

Period 6 (English) – Okay so I was pretty much standing around waiting finding a good seat in the library. On Mondays we are in the library for reading for 47 minutes. Okay – I sat down, then I noticed Javiera heading towards me she sits next to me, though there was a small space between us. Then her friends comes in and sits there. There was a spot next to Javiera on her left. I was thinking of sitting there, but then someone just ran there for unknown reasons to me.

After school, she was starting to cry a little because the co-ordinater was finally taking action for her wagging class. Her parents were being called. It could have ended worse though, but luckily it didn’t. She could have been suspended!

I waited for her because I was gonna ask for the text book back as well as do “you know what” but then she just told me she’d give it back tomorrow and to just go ahead, because she knew she would be there for a little longer. I waited about 10-15 minutes before I actaully left really. Just seeing her she was doing.

And that concludes my day.

I’ve typed over 700 words. But still haven’t broken my 700’s barrier yet! I was hoping to break 800 today. 763 words altogether including these entire 2 lines.

2 in 1 Post!

Sorry about not posting Yesterday. There was something wrong with the internet, so I couldn’t access any websites. But it’s fixed thankfully.

Since I didn’t post about yesterday, I will post about it TODAY, as well as post about Today!

My Memory is short of what happened yesterday so there may be some missing details.

Thursday:

For some reason, for not absolute reason, I felt sad at school yesterday. For no absolute reason. On Wednesday it was Happy Happy Happy, but then yesterday was sad sad sad. I’m gettin’ these random mood swings! Perhaps it was the thought of Phillip sitting next to her >.> as well as the sight of it!

Now onto a random part of the day. During recess we tried some pranks but failed miserably. I recorded what was supposed to be a funny joke but ended up failing.

We were trying to scare somebody but it obviously failed when he got suspicious. Lulz. I can’t beleive Lexus could fit in that tiny locker!

Friday! My supposed to be a good and happy day.

Okay, for the whole day today, I was feelin’ real happy! Really happy! During maths class, Leon (whom I told I was going to ask to walk with Java) told Java that I would like to walk with her after school to the pool. I thought he was pulling a fast one on me but he asked her if it was true. She nodded. That kept me going for the day.

After P.E Class (which was the last period today), after everyone got changed, the dissmissel bell rang. Everyone left and I was the only one there left. I was waiting for Javiera to come out. After a couple of short but long minutes, I went and waited right outside. Then I went and waited at a table a little bit further away. I waited, and waited, and waited until she finally came out. Then I waited a couple of more minutes because she was buying something from the vending machine!

Then when she finally finishes, I get up, she catches up with her friends who went ahead, and she walked right past me, apparently looking at me as she went around the corner.

I was thinking of following, but decided to go the other way hoping to see Javiera. Because the way she was heading leads to the way I was heading as well. So I headed there, and waited there as well. I didn’t see her, so I just went on. I went the way she took on Wednesday, hoping that I would see her in view. I didn’t. I kept turning around every few minutes to see if she was behind me or not. She wasn’t.

Having gave up, I decided to just keep walking. Then after reaching the pool, I waited outside the pool to see whether or not she would come.

I waited around 10-15 minutes before I gave up, because she didn’t come.

So I just went inside the pool, and without knowing it she had came, but she came while I was in change rooms. I didn’t know she came, so I gave up and headed to go stretch.

Then my friends from squad came, and I asked if they had seen her around, they did. They saw her walking while they were just arriving.

I asked When? and they just said 5 minutes ago! Because 5 minutes before I was still waiting outside before giving  up.  She showed up at squad, and I couldn’t stop staring at her during squad.

After squad, as we left I kept looking at her, not taking my eyes off her…resulting in me almost falling back in the water I just got out of.

Because today was a bust, I think I’m gonna try Monday! And If Monday doesn’t work, Wednesday! and if Wednesday doesn’t work either, I think I’ll try Friday again.

A thought just came to my head.

The school social is coming up. If you don’t know what a School Social is, a School Social is pretty much like a School dance or something like that.

Am I expected to show up? Am I?

If I am… I may or may not go. If I do go, I’ll smuggle some V and Red Bull in. Keep us goin’ the whole night xD

But thats not the point, If I had to go, I would ONLY go to see her Pretty face! That’s if she goes lmao.

Oh boy!!

Today seemed very interesting

I’m in a very HAPPY mood and I’m also Hyper (Lmao).

We talked today (Wee!!), not a whole conversation, just a few words. But thats something at least Isn’t it? I feel as if I’ve regained my confidence around her. Seriously

Damn. I’ve used so many times in just a few lines. xD

After school I walked to the pool instead of being driven.

Javiera was walking there as well, we headed oposite directions, she got there before me. She took the short cut, Next time I come with her and take the short cut too.

I was thinking of, asking to walk with her, But of course I didn’t.

We I get there, I was surpised to see her there before me, so she asks “Why did you take the other way?” (Going ALL the way around). She took the short route.  Before I get to reply, she asumes so I could avoid her. I didn’t even know there was a shorter route! I guess what you could say is, she thinks I “hate” her. But Hate is a strong word. I don’t hate her at all. Whats there to hate about her?

So we walk in. Since I didn’t have my swiper card to get in, I just told them my name and they let me in, because my name is in the database. She used a swipe card to get in.

Multiple times, I thought of asking to sit at her table, again, I didn’t do it.

She changed earlier than usual today for some reason. Today, I asked my friends in my lane not to call her “The Bitch”. They still called her that. So they asumed I like her. Lol. I do actually Like her, no… I love her! ^^”

I was thinking of asking her out at the pool, I was gonna do it before squad but she was around friends, so I couldn’t do it. I tried after squad as well, but she was headin’ straight for the change rooms. You expect me to follow her into the womens change rooms?!?!  Just kidding.

I don’t want to do it at school because it may erm… you know, attract class members like last time.  This is none of their concern, but they butt in last time, and I don’t want that to happen this time, because last time they did that, NO.

So I’m hoping to ask her out on Friday, and walk with her to the pool (taking the shorter route with her). I don’t want her to think I hate her. For some reason, all I could think about was “what if we kissed (lips)”

Forget I said that.

Its probably there (on Friday) when we’re walking together (probably) that we just might be alone, that I’ll ask her out ^^” Let us conclude that I am still crazy for her ^^

In other news, as I said in my previous post, I started reading “Diary of a Wimpy Kid”. I finished it, and I enjoyed reading it as it sort of related to my life a bit. So I must now Buy the rest of the series! I want it!! And Like I said, the last one is where you write your own story.

*Cough cough* Can you guess what I’d be writing about? xD